这就是爱吗?!!

你确定这就是爱吗

真的爱我吗

手牵着手漫步斜阳

就当作浪漫

两个人眺望远方

以为爱的晴朗

当我回头望

却已泪湿了眼眶

当夕阳变成星光

当爱情换了方向

你一如过往 对爱太紧张

但未来又会怎样

未知的明天总让我旁徨

谁给我力量

我不怕你 爱不爱我

只害怕你 以为爱我

抓紧我 不算拥有

你总学不会放手

我不怕你 不懂爱我

只怕你 把习惯 当作爱

你猜不透 我要什麽

两个人眺望远方

以为爱的晴朗

当我回头望

却已泪湿了眼眶

当夕阳变成星光

当爱情换了方向

你一如过往 对爱太紧张

但未来又会怎样

未知的明天总让我旁徨

谁给我力量

我不怕你 爱不爱我

只害怕你 以为爱我

抓紧我 不算拥有

你总学不会放手

我不怕你 不懂爱我

只怕你 把习惯 当作爱

你猜不透 我要什麽

我不怕你 爱不爱我

只害怕你 以为爱我

抓紧我 不算拥有

你总学不会放手

我不怕你 不懂爱我

只怕你 把习惯 当作爱

你猜不透 我要什麽

喔 你猜不透 我要什麽

Tired day!!

Sometime think that is it I change a better job?!

Yes, the time when i change job, salary increase but the same time my job is also increase.

Everyday unfinish job, everyday rushing schedule,answer phone, reply mail...Aiz!!

I really tired, when the time i reach home the only feel except of tired that is very tired!!

However this is my life, my job except of accept really duno what can i do...

because there are no other choice for me, also that is the way i choose myself, who can i blame for?!!

Really hope that hav a good day for me to take a good rest, reduce my tired enjoy the peace day!

Pray that only 1 day enough for me can far from scolding, rushing, phone ringing, email chasing, complaining, responsibility, argue, tired, sadness, confusing, worring, scary, etc!!

Really admire why there hav some ppl can enjoy their life very much?!! why i cant?!!

We same as a human, but why hv a different life?!!

...

I really sad, I really tired...

Already 23 year old d, but why still so useless?!!

can somebody bside support me, accompany me?!!

妹妹，妹妹，我们好想你哦！！

不知不觉，一天就过去了！！

想想今天到底做了什么呢？！！

Erm,一到家妈妈就马上把准备好的糕拿去蒸，

看着妈妈开心忙碌的背影突然觉得她老了，寂寞了...

一大早起身准备好午餐默默的等我们回来，又害怕吵醒在睡觉的我们而不敢打电话...

妈妈是那么的伟大，自己是那么的微小！

到了晚餐，妈妈准备大显身手来个云吞面大餐...

就在我们两忙着筹备的时候，突然妈妈说出了一句话

“哎呀，怎么办我没煮过给Ah Nee吃唉，因该等她有在时煮这才对的”

虽然是短短的一句话，我懂妈妈她好想念你哦，亲爱妹妹！！

也因为妈妈的一句话，突然也让我想念你起来了...

虽然小时候的我们一直都吵架，一直的欺负你，甚至还会说些伤害你的话...

就请你原谅我这幼稚的姐姐好吗？！

今天你不在家，我们吃着面都有想着你哦，妈妈还一时忘了买了你的分...呵呵！！

妹妹啊，我们好想你哦！！

希望你已经适应了新房间，也和新室友相处愉快！

然后快快书念完，回家一起生活吧！！ 呵呵...

hapi holidays...

今天是个大日子，所有的人都不必工作，不必上课！！

呵呵，是个该好好休息的日子！！

我呢，就回家陪陪家里的两老！！Dear dear 呢，就和家人到KL去探望妹妹咯！！

唉，一大早在被窝起来一直到开门让dear dear 出去都觉得好闷哦！！

一直到看着dear dear离去的时候，才知道原来我是那么的不舍得他离开，就算是短短的一天也会伤悲!!

天啊，怎么办啊？！

可是总有一天我们一定是会分开的，因为我们都会变老会离去...

真不敢想象，如果有一天先行离去的是...........

天啊，好可怕哦！！想着想着眼泪竟然掉了先来...哈哈，我这是吃饱撑着没事干了！！

快回家吧！！呵呵...

dear dear 应该在路上了吧，不懂我们会不会在大桥上遇到呢？！！

希望dear dear会有 一个难忘又快乐的假期！！

最近啊，虽然什么都没说但我懂，你很累了！！

好好休息吧，如果想找个人分享，只要你抬个头开个口，我就会像你走来了，

因为，我一直都在！！

我爱你，亲爱的！！....

bad night!!

Today is Sat!!

The day I nt need work...

The day I suppose sleep late late...

The day I wait for long week...

But why I cant slep, cant enjoy the day?!!

The person beside me, slp like a pig!! * really make me jealous very muc...

Whole nite keep turn here and there?! why?!...

Why my brain keep force me to think this & tat?! why?!...

What I want, wat I hope is all surrounding my life...

What I want, What is hope again?!...

Plz, I really tired can I hav a good slp?!

why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why ...

Friday date!!

Yummy....

Today after working my dear dear come and fetch me!!

Haha, on the way, dear lie me said tat traffic jam!! Aiz...really sudden make me moodless!!

Hahaha, when I sit in the car!! We hav a same feel tat is "We are hungry d" ><

Actually I knw dear think wana to eat shushi, but because at noon I said wana eat steamboat so the last decision is "I win" hehe...

P/S: because dear dear sayang me ma!! haha

6.30pm we arrived Gurney Seoul Garden...

The dish there is still the same, We take around 2 hours to eat & enjoy our dinner there.

After dinner we go Tesco for buy some daily use, on the way we bac dear ask where want to go??

Actually I think tat the nite is still young, wana round round the island, but think tat dear is tired today, so i said wana bac to take bath d...hehe

P/s: actually I oso very sayang me dear eh...hehe

So enjoy the day & date for today!! I very happy on it......

But duno wat mr deat think?!!....(",)